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(no subject) [Nov. 6th, 2008|10:41 am]
Those who embrace eating disorders

tinyrider
So i just went to the gym and did elliptical for 40 minutes, treadmill 40 minutes and then work out for 20. THere was this girl there with rail thin legs that was on the elliptical from the time i got in the gym till i left, and she was still going. She was gorgeous and obviously working hard.

I cant help but ask myself when i see someone like that at the gym if they are anorexic or have any sort of ED. She was thin as a rail and compulsively working out. Athletes dont do elliptical for 2 hours straight. Does anybody else every find themselves seeing other girls at the gym and just know that they have what we have, or wonder if they do?

And if so, whats going on in their head? I sure do.... I mean its around us everyday but this is the only place we really talk about. We are probably hanging out with other ED girls everyday but just dont know it. Weird to think about huh??

Think thin lovies, and please leave some thoughts
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(no subject) [Oct. 19th, 2008|01:22 pm]
Those who embrace eating disorders

alias_cacophony
 so uhm.

i remember a TON of you girls back in the day..

how is everyone?!

<3 laur
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(no subject) [Oct. 23rd, 2007|08:33 pm]
Those who embrace eating disorders
retodork127
The feeling of regret and false hope is running through my skin. help.... just help... IM GOING CRAZY! IM GOING CRZY!
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(no subject) [Mar. 10th, 2007|09:45 am]
Those who embrace eating disorders
total_sinna
Hey all. How is everyone? I'm doing ok, keeping under 1000, would be less, but most of my friends in school are a bit hot on the anorexia issue atm, one of my friends had just been rumbled. I feel a bit bad, I seem to have been the only person in the year that hadn’t noticed. She’s always been skinny, and I don’t have the clearest perception of unhealthily skinny, but even so, I should have twigged. So now, I have to be seen eating around everyone, cos if someone doesn’t eat at school, it takes about two days before they get the full inquisition. Which is always fun. Can I just ask quickly, this is completely unrelated, but has anyone here been to Manchester University in England? Could they give me a quick lowdown on the state of the accommodation? Landlords, etc. Thanks.

Love you all

Sinna xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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hoodia, stimerex es, phentermine [Jan. 24th, 2007|07:39 pm]
Those who embrace eating disorders
kaywris
hi everyone, this is my first post. i've been lurking around forever and really like this community. anyways, i don' t know what's gotten into me but for the past 5 days, i purchased hoodia, stimerex, AND phentermine. well now i'm kind of broke ..naturally :( this is my second day on hoodia. i was just wondering what i should take after hoodia (i have 2 bottles of 60 capsules each). should i finish both bottles first? also, i'm not sure if i'm supposed to give my body a 'break' before taking a different pill. anyways, if anyone has any experience with any of these pills, please please enlighten me. I'm 5'1'' and about 119 lbs (my highest :< ) and would like to lose 20lbs if possible.
thanks girls
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I can't fight this..why? [Jan. 21st, 2007|09:47 pm]
Those who embrace eating disorders

alias_cacophony
[mood |crushedcrushed]

I went on birth control, and I've been a balloon ever since.

I don't understand why I just can't lose 10-15 pounds. I'd be happy at just 125. It's the first day back to school tomorrow, and I can't wear what I want to because my fat rolls have a tendency to stick out everywhere. I always feel like people are watching me, noticing how much weight I've gained. I hate the way I look so much, and it's hard to feel comfortable in large crowds.

Now I get migranes if I wait too long between meals. But how is it possible to minimize the amount of calories I'm eating if I don't have a large gap between meals? Should I just eat approx. 250 cals at a time? I have NO idea anymore, but if I don't lose weight relatively soon, I will not even be able to go to my boyfriend's formal.

Nor will I be able to shop for a dress. I refuse.

By the way, I've missed you all..

Lauren.
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(no subject) [Dec. 13th, 2006|02:13 pm]
Those who embrace eating disorders

tinyrider
Does anyone here live in or around the Plymouth New Hampshire area? I go to school here and i would like to find a buddy to go on a fast with porb for the month on January, possibly a gym buddy too or just someone who i can talk to every so often about stuff! Let me know if anyone you are from around here, that would be great! Think thin girls and love you all!
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help [Nov. 7th, 2006|08:22 pm]
Those who embrace eating disorders

tinyrider
[mood |depresseddepressed]

has anyone every felt like the worst person in the world while binging? i almost cried tonight while i was eating a sandwich when i knew right after that it was not gonna stay down. I cant stop it though, why cant i fix myself. i hate binging. i get on such a high kick and do so well but then give in a binge. i hate myself for it. Do i really gain more weight when i dont eat for a while and then just eat one thing? does that really all go traight to fat? i also was wondering- if i am determined how can i lose about 10 pounds in two weeks? i am willing to work out and drink only water. has anyone ever seen a change in that short period? i would like any help. i am at the breaking point. i need help, no one here understands me. I would appreciate anything from you guys! your the only ones i know are always here- thank you loves! xo
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(no subject) [Oct. 27th, 2006|06:43 pm]
Those who embrace eating disorders
tears_heaven
hy!

i `ve got a question:do you eat carbs?i mean there was a time when i was thinner than I`m now,but I always ate carbs...now i want to lose some weight again and read that you loose more weight without them.the problem is that I`m a dancer and I simply need a certain amount of energy if I dont want to collapse during dance lessons.I simply dont know what to do!On the one hand I want to get some of my weight of but on the other side I start to think that my body needs food...oh my god;)

sorry if this post sounds weird!

xxx
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(no subject) [Oct. 4th, 2006|12:51 am]
Those who embrace eating disorders
total_sinna
Hey. I have got to start updating more often. I'm still stuck in my rut, but I am getting out of it. People keep telling me I’ve lost weight, but I know that I haven’t. I think me and the scales would be the first to know.

I hate and love winter. I hate and love that I wear baggy clothes and layers. I hate and love that it hides how I look. Well, I love that it hides how I look but I hate how I makes me look. I'm shivering so badly I can hardly write this. Its driving me crazy, I’ve already knocked over the candle that I burn to hide the smell of fags in my bedroom three times tonight, and I cant go to bed cos a) I have to do a fuckload of biology, and b) its not too late and I would never wake up if I did. But no one needed to know that.

I'm really kinda scared – I have to go and eat dinner with my best friend in the eating disorders hospital she’s in on Thursday night, and I haven’t eaten a meal for three days and foods starting to creep me out more than usual. The last thing I want to do is make eating weirder for her, but I am not sure how I will hold up. I hate the hypocrisy I have to practice to try and help her get better, and at the same time letting me get worse.

Hope you are all doing great. I really have to go now before I get kicked off my biology course.

Love you all

Sinna xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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